Hello,
I may keep this... I don't know. Yet.
So anyways, what's up with you?
I think I did the dumbest thing. I've spent like a year trying to convince myself I don't "love" Circles. Quotations? Yes... I don't like that word. I don't believe in love... So yes. I don't know. And I don't really believe in high school love especially. Anyways. I admitted to myself, and a friend, that I do really miss him and could fall in love in a second again. Now i can't get him off my mind. Ugh. I know one day I'll look back and be like, "wow I was so lame ad so wrong." But... I don't know. So now... my friend wants me to tell him. But I just want to take the cowards way out and convince myself that it's all stupid and such. It is really stupid. I am. I know it's stupid but I still hope. Hope is the worst thing. Okay, thats a lie, it is what makes people pull through the hard times. But hope is the most dangerous thing when it is taken away... It hurts. So much. I don't want to hurt, no one does... Okay... I'm done with this. I'm going to make myself forget it.
Anyways, this week is so dumb. Sophomores have to take tests. Like 6th grade level tests. It's almost insulting.. ha :/
What else? Umm... My friend gets back soon! I'm excited. I miss her. Yay!
And... My phones broken... :( or kind of.
Oh, and this weekend my friend, best friend I guess you could say, is gonna sleepover. :) Last time... eh.. we weren't very good kids. But I promised Duck that I'd be good. Which is good. I need to change a few habits of mine, I'm working on it.
I love photography! It makes my day better. Ha..
Well, goodnight. I will do my homework. :) Not really... but I will pretend.
Buh bye!
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