Is the world falling apart? Are we being pulled into outer space?

Hello, Hello.
Go away now please.

:)

Not really. Ha I don't have time to do this, I don't know why I am.

Kay.. So I think that we ought to all be better people. Except... I'm a total hypocrite for saying that. I don't do anything to make anything better. I'm working on that... We all could be better people, but we aren't, so we don't try to be.... or I'm not going to say that. We don't try as much as we could. I shouldn't say that either... but I have never met someone who is different.

Today I saw a girl sitting outside my school, she had her hands covering her face and was obviously crying. I really wanted to just stay there and make sure she was alright... But that would be incredibly weird... and if it had been me I would NOT want someone trying to see if I was alright... :/

Anyways, each day comes and goes and nothing changes. I've been living on repeat for basically a year. The same god damn boring day. With a few exceptions. A few weekends ago, a few weeks of the summer, and a few other days. I've repeated the day I stopped feeling terrible over and over. I'm afraid to change anything. What if I fuck up again? I don't want to. I can't. So I'm fine with this. It's perfectly okay, I'm no longer miserable, thats my main goal. My friend Duck, he wants me to tell Circles... I fear it will cause problems... I'm a coward. I know. Anyways... The few times that haven't been repeat, were when I was in Sweden. And then when I was drunk. The first is good, perfect actually. The second though... not so much. I'm stopping though... So that's good I guess.. Hmm...

Anyways.. What else? I love photography. It's the best part of the day. The best part of the week. It's kind of absurd that it affects me so well. I love it though. I love being in beautiful places or finding beauty when it's not easy to see. I dunno. Haha I'm weird.

Lets see... Ummm... I have mounds of homework. Too much. I'm stressed. Oh well...

Goodbye for today.
Have a good evening :)