Tell me this is a dream? Tell me that I will wake up soon.

Evening, people.
So... I'm unreasonably mad. :) Haha

Thoughts banned from my mind are coming back.
All the laws have been broken.
The devils that were locked away,
are creeping out of the darkness.
Please, please stay away?
Please, please come.
Take me away.
Pull me in.
Make me hurt.
Tear me apart.
In your soft little devil hands.
Kill me.
Please...

Kay. I dunno what that is. Just thoughts. Thoughts running freely through my mind.

So, today was lame.. I finally understand chemistry though. Hopefully I can get my 35% up to an A.

My papa gave me (let me borrow) his film camera. I'm so excited! I can't wait. It's going to be very fun. :)

Umm... what else? I don't know. I'm freezing and my anger and worry and hatred and all lovely things is making my stomach hurt.

I'm so sick of people. I need to push them out of my life. I don't wanna fucking deal with all their shit. Like always. I'm a bitch... I wish I wasn't. Not that that makes it the slightest better. :)

My friend is home! She was just with me. :)

Umm... This is a lame post... Ha. All of them are though so... yep.

Lay in a snow-blanketed forest,
wait for the cold to creep in.
Let the snow melt beneath your skin.
Let the numbness take control of your brain.
Let yourself freeze.
Freeze till even thoughts can't move.

Don't lose consciousness,
just yet.

Slowly,
stand up.
Walk away,
from one life,
to the next.
Learn the same things.
It's all the same.

Ha again, I don't know. The first part is what I desperately want to so.

Well, I'm done for today. :)
Spread smiles around. Real ones.
Good,
bye.
:)