Again, again, again.

Yes... Again.

Hi.

People are sooo annoying.

I feel... weird.
Empty.
I guess.
Like nothing matters.
Like I'm missing something important.
I want something. I just don't know what it might be.
Without the something, nothing matters.

I miss so much.
I miss being little.
I miss being carefree.
I miss having decisions made for me.
I miss not knowing certain things about the world.

I miss a lot.

I'm scared.
Of loosing.
Everything.
I care for.

Or I'm not scared of loosing them.
I fear I will push them away.
Or just hide.
I'm afraid I have lost myself.
I keep thinking different things.
This confusion is burying me.
And I'm not sure what is just being put in my head or what I actually think.
I'm swimming in circles but everything keeps changing.
How can that be?

Kay... I guess I'm done.
Gooodbye.
:D