Scared.

What the hell am I supposed to do?
I want to to drink.
I want to hate myself.
I want a reason.
I want to lie.
I want to hurt.
I want to destroy.
But I'm just little.
Insignificant.
Stupid.
Worthless.
Irritating.
Inferior.
Scared.

Good evening...
:/

I'm sorry. Today was good. I just wasn't very happy. I keep thinking about things. Bad things. I'm not supposed to.
Tell me I'm stupid. I don't trust myself when I say it. I don't trust anything I do. I need someone to tell me when I'm wrong and when I'm not.

Okay. Short. I don't care. I have way to much homework to do....
So... Spread the smiles? I guess.
Bye.