Lost.

I did it again. Goddamnit!

I think I'm acting totally insane.
Totally unstable.
But I am.
I'm just lost with my emotions.
I don't know what I want, or what anyone else wants.
I need to know what people want.
Because I don't need what I want.
If it's up to me, I'd rather help someone get what they want. If I feel they deserve it, which most people do with most of their wants.
I'm just lost.
I'll tell the truth, but I'd like to know if Im going to disappoint them or not.

I want my Circles.
Not him exactly.
But I want someone. Just like him.
Hahaha. Dumb.
I want someone who can prove to me they care like he did. No one has ever been as successful as him.
But like I decided about a year ago, its all a waste of time. At least in high school.
I don't need to think any farther then that.
:)

Well I'm tired. So goodnight.
Spread the smiles, don't worry about anything, just live.