Gotta give up one day..

Can't waste all your efforts on a black hole.
No matter how curious you are.
Or how much you want it.
One day you have to give up.

Went on another run today.
Was good.
Today was good over all.
Didn't think much, which is usually best.
Woke up around 7, read till 10.
Got up, got ready.
Walked to downtown.
Saw a movie.
Walked around down town.
Ran.
Tomorrow I believe I am painting for my mother.
To make some money.

I feel like there is too much I want to do,
and much too little time.
With no priorities, and no goal.
I don't know what I'm doing.

Finally today wasn't so goddamn warm.
I was about dying.
:)

I'm sorry, my posts have been lame.
I just don't feel like getting into my mind.
It's working fine, I don't want to disturb it.
:)

Goodnight.
Spread the smiles.