Change.

Yes I realize this is like my 4th post of the day...

So I need to listen to people.
And stop listening to myself.
And stop listening to people who aren't "good."

I'm sorry.
I have been forever awful at listening to people.
And it needs to change.

I focus on the bad.
And I need to change it.

I need to stop "punishing" myself.

I just need to fix some things.
Because I keep messing up and it isn't okay.

I don't care if I hurt myself, but I'm not okay if I hurt others.
I need to stop.
I shouldn't hurt anyone.
I am no exception.

So I'm sorry.
I need to work on myself some so I don't keep making messes for others to clean up.

I'll try.
I just need to not forget.

Goodnight.
Sleep well.
I love you, I never mean to hurt you.