I have been so bored all day.
Though I have so much to do.

I hate noticing how much I am like my mother.
We are so alike.
I promised myself I wouldn't be that way.
But I so often act exactly like she.
But what bothers me the most that's like her,
Is her self doubt.
When she's mad she takes it out on everyone.
And how she gets mad and then quickly realizes she's wrong.

I really don't want to be like her.
When I was a kid, I told myself that I wasn't going to be that way.
I loved my mom, but I didn't want to be like her at her worst.
As a grew up, she was her worse more and more each day.
And now I don't remember her any other way.

Hmmmm...
Anything I have to say can wait.
So I'm going to say goodnight.