Love.

I tell people I don't believe in it.
But I guess I just don't know what I think it is.
Or I do, but I don't think I'm right.

Hello.

To me, love is something someone feels toward something. To whatever that thing might be, it is all that matters. Other things still matter, but that thing is much more important. To love someone, something, is to be able to forgive it for all it's wrongs, forget all it's faults. Want to try to make it happy while it makes you happy. It's something one can't get off their mind. Something to look forward to. Something to help you up when you've fallen, and something you can help up when it's fallen.
I really don't know.

I believe love exists, but not as I'd like it to.
And I don't think that it's something I will get, or something I deserve.
And I think that it's not quite as important as everyone seems to think.
I think it's important, just not in high school.

I don't know.
I don't want to waste my time on something that will hurt me.
Yes, I guess at first it will be good.
But I will hurt. When it's over.
Even if I want it to be over.
I will want to feel love again.
But it will end.

I think people these days are more in want of the feeling then an actual person.
People want to feel loved. And love someone.
But they're looking for love, not a human.
In a way they are the same... But if you're only looking for love you will miss all the people and lose the chance to find love.
Love is something you learn to do. It doesn't just happen.
You have to find people and then through them find love.
Does that make sense?
Haha I dunno. I think I'm a bit insane.

We can be happy without it.

When people ask me why I don't have a boyfriend or such,
I just say I don't believe in love.
It's so much easier than explaining all of that. haha..
:)

Okay I'm done with that... haha

So another long weekend. :) We've had like 4 in a row, it's wonderful!
I dunno what to do.
People make me annoyed.
Can I just go live in the middle of some desolate rainy cold forest full of mushrooms?
Yes, mushrooms. They are so cool! haha I'm weird. Shush.... :)

Secrets are floating all over. Usually I only have to keep my own. But now I have others swimming around in my head. And they are ones that people really want to know. People will be talking and making assumptions, and I'm just sitting there knowing the truth. Good thing people don't expect me to know anything about such things. :)

Well... Good day to you.
Spread the smiles, like jam. Or butter on warm toast! Or... something. :D