10.3.10

FUCK

Hello!

So basically... This is a huge waste of your time. And it makes me seem like a terrible person... And yeah I am. haha... I just need to take these mean thoughts out of my head so they quit make me wanna be mean. So I can start thinking of the good things in people. I'm warning you. WASTE OF YOUR TIME (below) :D

I hate stuff.
Ahhhhhhhhhhh why do people have to be such fucking dumbasses?
Why do I put up with it?
Why can't I just be a bitch?
I would really love to.
I don't want you, you, you, you, or you in my life.
Now leave.
You cause more pain than happiness.

Ugh. I'm sorry.
I need to be angry. So that I won't be angry to the people I'm actually angry at.

I hate when people take what I say, and use it against me.
Don't judge me on what I say about myself.
Don't take my word for granted.
I'm a liar.
I'm confused.
I'm sad.
I'm happy.
I'm whatever.

I hate people! GAH. No, I just hate things about them.

I hate when people don’t understand that not everyone thinks what they do.
It's fucking irritating. I understand that's what you think and that what is true for you, but you just might be wrong. ANd even if you aren't other people don't have to agree.

I hate when people admit something bad about themselves but they don’t care, don’t try to fix it, and think it’s okay because they admitted to it.
I know, it may seem like I do that. And I'm sorry if it does. But I fucking hate myself for those things. And it still doesn't make it okay. I know. Nothing does. I think that if you don't think what you are doing is wrong then it's okay, but when you know it's wrong? Ah. Soooo annoying.

I hate when people say sorry, and continue to do whatever it is they are *sorry* about.
You aren't sorry. You don't care. Don't lie. If you were sorry you would at least try to stop. And don't say you are trying, because that is not trying. Or if you really do think you are trying, explain to me please so I can understand. And yeah, I know I have done this a few times. And now I guess I really don't think my reasons are worth shit, and I'm sorry I wasted your time, I just wanted you to believe in me. And I know that's a lot to ask for. Especially when I beg you not to because I will disappoint you. I know it's not forgivable. Can we look past it? I will do the same.

I hate when people think that just because they are unhappy, that humanity as a whole should die.
Not everyone is sad, they should live. As long as they don't cause others unhappiness. The world isn't all about you.

I hate when people can’t see past their own little world.

I hate when people won’t even try.

So...that was a waste of your time... haha
I'm sorry. haha I shouldn't even post this. I just needed to get things out.
Don't worry, I don't hate anyone. I just hate things about people. I can always find something I appreciate about people. And if I can't, I just don't know them and I just don't understand them.
So the main reason I wrote this is because I'm sick of thinking what I do wrong. And I know I shouldn't turn that into focusing on what other people do wrong... I'm only saying it on here so I don't slip and say something I will regret. So yeah...
I know it's mean and closed minded and awful, but I just had to take out my worst thoughts and leave them so I can focus on something better.

I dunno. Ha

Goodnight, sorry for the lame post... Forgive me? :)
Spread the smiles. :D I love it when you do.

1 comment:

  1. You will find things allot easier when you realize that the only person in this world whose actions you can control are your own.

    Keep positive and good luck.
    Look forward to reading more, hopefully happy days ahead.

    www.gayoncemeanthappy.blogspot.com

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