Destroy. Burn. Kill.

:(
Why is everyone so unhappy?
Why is everyone trying to kill themselves?
Wanting to kill themselves?
Killing themselves?
That is all I ever hear about these days...

Hello.

Today I woke up. Finished some homework.
Went to school. Played with chemicals in chemistry.
In English, I learned an old friend and current acquaintance tried to kill themselves.
Then I went to math expecting to fail my test and the quarter. But I asked my teacher a few things before and I think I may have done alright.
Then I went to german. My teacher was actually quite happy.
Then I went home. I decided to check my grades and they all got better. I only have 1 C left and it's almost a B. So I decided to text Sunshine and tell her about my happiness and see when we are hanging out. After a while I asked if she was alright because she seemed a little upset. She told me that her ex was planing on killing herself.
All I hear these days are things about cutting, suicide, other forms of self harm, and such.
It's terrible.
My best friend is very close to the girl who tried to kill herself.
She's really hurting..
That's to much to deal with... Another friend of hers killed himself only like 2 weeks ago.
Why?
Why are people so unhappy?
It's really not okay.
It kills me to see everyone like this...
It's like how it used to be.
Everyday one of the 2 people closest to me would be wanting to kill themselves, or they knew someone who had recently. It's getting to be like it was.

I wish to live far far away.

I realized today that the reason why when I want to skip a few years and just live then. I get sick of people. And usually they get sick of me within a few years. The ones that don't I usually don't get sick of. I want to be in the future. With the few people I enjoy company with. I just want to not be surrounded by all these people. You might say I'm just jealous, I'm not. I really don't like these idiots.
I'm sick of high school.
It ruins people.
I hate people.
They ruin people.
Why?
Were those people ruined?
Who ruined them?
What ruined them?
Why is everything so broken?
A few broken things are good it helps us appreciate the good things and sometimes there is beauty in what's broken. But we need a little support or everything will fall on top of us. Not all the tiles and be cracked. It doesn't function that way.

:/ I dunno.

I'm going to do my homework for real. So good evening.
Spread the smiles and such..