ROAR haha

I don't understand.

Nope. Not at all.

I want it all fucking gone.

I can't tell if you're lying.
I can't tell if you care.
I can't figure out what you want.
I can't figure out what I want.

I just don't fucking know.

I just want the truth. No matter how much damage it'll do to my health.

I just don't want to be me. Or. I guess I just don't want to be anyone.

We all have problems and I can't deal with issues.

Hmm...

I know she's hurting.
I know she feels so lost.
I know she's trying to hide it.
I know.
I know she wants someone to help out.

I just can't.
I don't see the good.
I focus on the bad.
I make happy people sad, and the sad I just destroy.
She doesn't want me to see. She wants someone else.
Our ideals and values don't match up. At all.
We can't talk about anything without disagreeing.
My ideas are based on my views on life and whatever. And same goes for her.

This is a friend that I'm talking about. In case you were wondering.

Hmm... History is over. Finally. But. Eh. I failed. So doesn't make me feel better that it's over.

Haha.

I'm reading this diary I've had since I was like 7.
I never write in it anymore. But I read it sometimes.
I remember all my 7-year-old secrets. Haha

Stop feeling sorry for yourself people!

Okay. Well. I must get ready. For the day.
Spread the smiles. :D