Want

When you want something, and you want it real bad, you try to get it,
but then you see you'll never have it, something will always be there in the way,
you won't ever have it, your efforts are useless,
but you keep trying and hoping, but in vain,
and never do you really give up, you are just left with an empty little place,
empty because you made space for it and with the small hope you leave the space free,
even though you know that really that space won't ever be rightfully filled,
and that it's just a little spot where pain and anger will make home,
but you allow it, because just in case, just in case you might get it.