Feel.

Anger is the most disgusting feeling ever.
Guilt is the most horrid.
Incompetence is the most destructive.
Peace is the most sought.
To me that is.

Rarely do I feel anger.
Well... Towards anyone other than myself that is.
To myself I can deal with it.
But to others.
It is disgusting.
It is so gross.
To feel such hatred for a person.
And rarely does it last.
It quickly dissolves to self hate, disappointment, or sadness.

Guilt is a common feeling.
I always feel I'm doing something wrong.
Something I should know not to do.
I'm always doing something wrong.
I'm never doing something enough.
Never good enough.

Incompetence comes with the guilt.
I'm not good enough.
It comes with everything.
A good word said seems to go unnoticed.
But every bad thing, it's always swimming inside my head.

Peace...
Peace is rare.
Something I cherish greatly.
Peace is a hard thing to obtain.

Hmmm.
Goodnight.
I love you guys.
Spread the smiles, as best you can.