Control me.

Go on,
Point out another flaw.
Please,
I live off of your displeasure.
Come on,
Kick me when I'm down.
Come on,
Use your advantage.
Take it,
I know you want to.
Come on already.
Break my skin.
Hurt me.
Take everything I need.
Take everything I love.
Hurt me.
Make me feel.
Make me want nothing but death.
Show me what pain is.
Come on,
I dare you.
Hurt me.
Fucking hurt me!
On propose.
It's so much easier that way.
So much more bearable.

Hmmm....
I hate relationships.
Of any kind.
Bleh.
I fucking hate you, and you and you.
Please just leave.
Leave.
And let me blame myself for it.
Let me torture myself, death is to easy.
Let me punish myself.
I'll never learn.

I want to leave already.
I hate this place.

Goodnight.