Tell me it's a dream.

I'm not everything you need me to be.
I won't try to change, and I'm sorry for that.
Because you are enough for me.
It's selfish of me to not try to make it work, but honestly I just want someone to think I'm not insane. Not crazy. Not so goddamn imperfect. Or incompetent. Or whatever.
Actually, think I'm insane or crazy, or whatever. But don't try to fix me. I'm so tired of people wanting to fix me.
"You're wonderful," "You're amazing," "but I wish you could...," "I just want you to..."
I don't need anyone to say they love me. I've heard it enough. It doesn't mean anything. Just makes me hope for what I'd like. Then I know I won't get it. And then I just feel foolish, and tell myself there is something horribly wrong with me.

Well...
Today we picked up my brother. He can speak maybe 10 words of swedish now. Haha... :)
But he seems to understand a little more...
Mostly just sat in the car for a long time driving...

I have been reading. Twilight. Bleh... So annoying... haha but better than what need to read for school.

Ah... Good bye!