And the dreams keep going, but with no color and no light.

School starts so soon! Ugh. :(
I'm so not ready.
I have so much to do still... Yucky yuck yuck!
I really don't like school. I can learn on my own, thank you very much.
And about things I actually find worth while.
Oh well... I guess...

I'm back with my grandma. My cousins are so tall... They make me feel incredibly short. Not cool. Haha
I went shopping today and got a jacket and a bag. :D
I have about 9 days or something left here. :( So little... But I do want to get home. I can focus better there on homework. Not that 3 days is a very good amount to do like 3 months worth of stuff, but I have started.... Haha... I'm such a procrastinator. It's a little bit bad...
And I miss people a lot. But eh... I hate this. I miss them. But I miss them before I left. I miss how things were long ago. Oh well....

How I wish I grew up here. It's everything I want. And I know if I grew up here I probably wouldn't think so... But maybe if I could like relive my life and still have the thoughts I have now... This feeling I guess of how perfect things would be.
Haha. I would have traveled throughout europe. I'd have traveled all over also. I'd have all the lovely clothes I want; yes I am quite materialistic, but I love swedish style! It's so cute! I'd speak swedish and english and probably some other language as well as I speak spanish. I'd live near this endless fantastic forest. And the rain, so much rain! And the list goes on and on. Full of completely shallow and such things. :)

Ha... Anyways. Hmm. I think I'll be leaving now.
I'm sorry my posts have been rather boring.
Goodnight.
Spread the smiles.
Sorry, I never even gave you a chance. I should have warned you sooner.