Ha.

Hmmm... I neglect this blog...
Uhm. I've been trying to keep a journal. But I really fail at writing in it...
Haha.
I always feel so... replaceable. I always feel like everyone would rather be with/have/talk to/whatever someone else, someone better, someone prettier, someone smarter, someone different.

If only I voiced my opinions.... But then we would fight, and I hate fighting.... Because all it tells me is I'm wrong. And I'm so sick of feeling wrong. Wrong wrong wrong. If I do one thing right, I have another thousand things I do wrong. And even if you love me this way, and want me this way, I'll never be able to be okay with doing anything wrong....

I dunno....
I hate feelings.
I hate doubt.
I hate this.

I love you.
Smile, for that is what I live for.
Good day to you.