DO YOU NOT FUCKING GET IT?!

Ha.

Hmmm... I neglect this blog...
Uhm. I've been trying to keep a journal. But I really fail at writing in it...
Haha.
I always feel so... replaceable. I always feel like everyone would rather be with/have/talk to/whatever someone else, someone better, someone prettier, someone smarter, someone different.

If only I voiced my opinions.... But then we would fight, and I hate fighting.... Because all it tells me is I'm wrong. And I'm so sick of feeling wrong. Wrong wrong wrong. If I do one thing right, I have another thousand things I do wrong. And even if you love me this way, and want me this way, I'll never be able to be okay with doing anything wrong....

I dunno....
I hate feelings.
I hate doubt.
I hate this.

I love you.
Smile, for that is what I live for.
Good day to you.

Oh, and I wonder...
What would you do if you saw me like this?

Your crimes equally as wrong, though one I shall never forgive.
Oh I wish I were you.

I find myself wanting to do stupid things for absolutely no reason.

Wohoo.....

I dunno when I last posted but I think it's been awhile...
Ha so.... I have a few dreams that I'll get around to posting on http://mysubconsciencestories.blog.com/ so... that'll be fun I guess.
Haha
For halloween I was purple. Well... the second night I was black. hahaha no in a racist way. :D
Grades should come soon... They're okay I guess. Haha.
They are, but not in my group of friends. And not when I only have 5 classes.

Hmm...
I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo jealous. It's terrible.

Haha. I don't really know what more to say.
Just keep rolling along I guess?
So adios!
Spread the smiles. :)

Stupid.

This stupid goddamn world....
Why is it that we can't just live?
Why do we need extra things to make it worth living?
Why isn't it just live, and let it be?
Goddamn.
It's fucking childish. But it bothers me. It bothers me so much...
You're one of them.... And now so am I...
I don't want to be them, because I hate them.
Those goddamn weak, stupid, idiots.
Why must you be a part of them?
I love you. I hate them. You are them. You want to be them...
I can't hate you... Oh... Stupid world.

I love you.
Smile. :)
Melt us away...