Leave me, let me bleed.

Let me ache and pain.
Bleed, bleed, bleed.
Let the sufferings end.

I hate being a teen.
I hate a child.
I hate this.

I feel horrible.
For many little reasons.

I want to be done with this stupid shit.
Why do I never stand up for what I think?
Why can't I say "I'm right, and go the fuck away"?
Why can't I feel justified in being mad at you?
Why can't I just tell you what's wrong? What's bothering me?

Am I just a coward?
Or is it because I'll always just tell myself I'm wrong?
Why don't I just shut the fuck up? You're goddamn opinion is not fucking wanted! Get out of me head.
I just want to scream. What is this horrid monster in my mind? What is this horrid disease?

Ah.... Well I'm going. Ha.
Goodnight.